facial care

There’s nothing more heart breaking that seeing your self from full colors to pale dew.

It makes me down to stare at myself in the mirror nowadays. What exactly went wrong with my face?

I am pretty much disappointed of how things have become. I used to have a fresh, clean face and now all I’m seeing are spots, scars and baby acnes about to come out.

Horrible.

It terrifies me that I have tried quite a lot of things to fix this problem, hormonal or skin level, all of which… to no avail.
It terrifies me even more that I have spent quite a fortune to fix it and it ain’t enough.

I am, in truth, very DESPERATE. I don’t know how to treat my skin with so much kindness because the acne won’t leave, no matter what. I am very much affected by the looks of it. My face is a huge orange, with pores sticking out, infected and protruding. Gross.

I am keeping record of the progress of treatments but just when I thought, the meds are kicking in, a new pimple would come out, leaving me in the gray area and disheartened once again.

I am trying my best to do all the things necessary and that includes sleeping earlier than expected. I have tried almost everything except that. I am vying all the possible solutions. Seeking help on the internet, considering expensive treatments and yes, detoxifying.

I prayed to God to save this face. I seriously do.

It makes you feel good to know that you look clean and smells great, it adds a boost of confidence. And the way things are right now, I feel down. I look the ugliest. huhu


Lord, please help me. Heal me.

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