dear heart
What’s worse than being alone is the fact that you can never be with someone. Not that you don’t want to but because your heart just have a mind of its own. The thing that scares me most is not being able to experience love in a romantic fashion. While I always believed in “guard your heart”, I fear that I may never really learn how to “unguard” it. It is wonderful to fall in love, to gaze at someone with so much joy and believe in him completely. What’s not to love about falling in love? You lose yourself in harmony with another person. A guy once told me, I am in love with falling in love instead of falling for the person. And sadly, I didn’t know what he meant. I never once defended myself because I know who I was. I just admitted that if he never understood me in a way deeper than what he thought of me, then that’s it. There’s nothing there. I guarded my heart with so much caution. I promised my heart not to be involved with someone when I don’