him from yesterday
Today, I was tempted to check his profile on Facebook. How can I check someone’s profile that I so undoubtedly blocked few years back? “How is he?”, “What is he up to?”, “Where is he at the moment?” Questions that I am curious about. It’s been years since we last communicated. It’s been years since I detached myself from him completely. I can still remember the day, I received a call from a friend telling me about him. And as always, I tried so hard to sound disinterested while my chest was pounding so heavily. There were so many stories about him but I seem to forgot everything the moment I heard about him having a girlfriend. The familiar pang of pain consumed me. My young heart scattered into pieces and Every time I check his profile, I’d feel nervous. I feel like the pieces gets pounded into the minutest.. The more I see him, the more uneasy I become. I can’t live with that so I have made a huge decision that day, that is, to erase him out of my life comple