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Keribels? Di talaga. Ouch! Ang sakit pala. Bakit naman kasi may pastalk-stalk pang nalalaman yan tuloy, instantaneous ang sakit. Parang di ko napaghandaan. Or maybe di talaga napaghahandaan ang selosang ganap. My gaaaahd! I’m hating myself for crying over spilled milk na di akin. I really hate that I get to feel this way kahit bonggang measures na ang aking ginawa not to be involved. I’m quite confused if it’s my heart or if it’s my ego that is bleeding. Ouch. I cannot dare share this thought in rounds of kwentuhan with friends ‘cause seriously, it’s pathetic and it makes me feel pathetic all the more. Loser na kung loser, kung pwede lang sanang magmove on ng agad agad…kaso hindi. I don’t know. I feel as though di naman talaga ganun ka lalim or ka intense ang lahat but I still get senti. Why? I’ve asked numerous times but I can’t seem to find the answer. Sa dinami dami ba naman kasi dyan na pwede, dun pa talaga sa hindi na puwede. Spare me. Anyway, as much as I’d

thin line

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North Korea and South Korea is just a border away, A fine thin line separating the two Koreas . I can only imagine families separated through that horrendous border, all in the name of colony and tyranny. What the hell are they thinking? Un-friending you and deleting traces of you plus my self-control is the thin fine line from reaching you. What the hell am I thinking? The first one is something beyond my control while the latter has my full control. To be honest, maraming beses ko nang ninais na ikaw’y kausapin. Chat like we used too. For old time’s sake. My heart would tell me to reach out kasi nga we used to be friends and are friends up to now (as far as you know). Wala naman talagang masama diba? But why not? I have my reasons. Sabi nila, bakit nagfo-fall ang mga tao sa maling tao? Mali in the sense na committed na? My answer… ‘cause they try to go near the flame. Maaaring unfair nga naman for me not to communicate when you try your best to initi

old japan

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My aunt came back from old Japan she brought with her a paper fan… Still remember that as an ice breaker in class during kindergarten and early Elementary school. My aunt used to work in Japan and told me that apple trees are just found on the street and that she will take me there one day. My eyes would light in wonder. As a young kid, I can only imagine those apples hanging and easy to reach. I imagined myself grabbing an apple in spontaneity and directly taking a bite from it. Sounds really cool. My aunt told me, I would see a lot of flashy cars, those two-seater Lamborghinis and Ferraris all over Japan and that there are a lot of interesting automobiles back in there. In my mind, I’d take a picture, every time. My aunt told me, I’d drown myself in chocolates and grow tired of eating ramen once I go to Japan . I’d have a perfect buffet of maki and sushi and sashimi and all those mouth-watering Japanese food. Seriously?! Who wouldn’t want to go to Japan ? So ther