prexypinoy to the world

I’m generally calm and cool. But as I grow older, I found that another side of me is gradually coming out. I don’t know if it’s the hormones and moods or just generally an influence by my environment. I don’t like being this but there are days when I become the HULK. I am becoming an angry person and that startles me. I get angry with unreasonable people. I use to get scared of people demanding something from me. I worked in the customer service field for a long time and the role involves a lot of pacifying. When a VIP comes in and demands a thing or two to be done, pronto. It must be done pronto. But as I get more experience, I get tired of these foolish people. I get angry thinking about their kind’s privilege. I’ve never worked in the BPO industry, but I get the exasperation of agents taking distressed calls from unreasonable callers. Today, someone called the office phone and started blabbering about how upset he was about a parking ticket. I did my best to hear him out, bu...

I want to have a social experiment to be another me. Version 2.0 in terms of worldliness. Whatever that means. I want to be bolder, more social, and generally out there. I would scrap the safe, guarded, and rational me for about a month. I want to try and be the opposite. But how to do it? My steps would be funny but considering how strange this project is, maybe I can convince myself of it. Step 1. Research the avenues to reach out to people. Where to be “active” and not just a silent reader. Step 2. Join a group and allow a person-to-person “meet up.” Step 3. Engage in activities. I don’t know the additional steps to this project. For now, I will call it “Project PreXXX”. Should I do it?