fire again
Sometimes we cannot really discount our feelings of anxiety. The thought about harsh realities of poverty and degradation is what keeps me uneasy. At times, my thought of being stagnant gets the best of me which will lead me to think about how my luck has been running out these days. It’s really normal to think about these worries, what’s not normal is investing too much emotions on it as if it’s the truth. Being pessimistic and believing in baseless ideas does not help one bit. Whenever I face anxiety, I always remind myself that my current position is not my destination. I am reminded not to predetermine my situation because I have a God who loves me and He will never forsake me. When have He ever left me? I avoided planning for my future because it stresses me out. I spent a year for rest and emptying my mind. It worked fine but as the days go by, I find myself feeling uncomfortable. I feel guilty to afford such a rest when I should double my efforts towards my goals. I...