Life has a funny way of pulling you away from people, places and situation that do not serve you.
You get this calmness. The kind that you get when you sit on the high grassy ground and look at the expanse of the field that surround you. A certain sense of serenity. Then you begin to think, “I’m okay.” And it’s not just a phrase to convince yourself but that within these words, lie a deeper conviction. I am good. I will be all right. No matter what.
Perhaps because I make it a point to be as genuine as I can be. Perhaps because I give my all in everything that I do. Perhaps because I always try move with intention. Perhaps because I do what I believe is right that it becomes… easier.
To pull away.
To put a stop.
To move forward.
I leave no stones unturned. I established early on that this life will not have a rewind. I am not fond of regrets. When the time is up, you take it.
One line struck me, “What needs to flow, let it flow. What needs to crash, let it crash.” It wise to think that in the grand scheme of things, I really do not have an inch of control.
I held so much space for people. Perhaps to a fault. I bleed for people who do not even take a minute of consideration for me.
When you feel like you’re too much or too little for them… Maybe, they’re not your people. Not anymore.
I prayed that I’d be removed in these situations. Lo and behold, It feels like we're heading there.
Divine protection.
And so, just who am I to hold on to someone or something that no longer fits my story?
It is in falling apart that everything falls into place.
Believe me when I say that as much as I treasure everything…
the past belongs to the past. Maybe that’s just a part of my story.
The present is a gift.
So even with a broken heart, you have to keep
going. No regrets.
Aja!
