gym buff
Hit the
gym!
With my aim
for survival, emotionally, that is… I have devised a roster of activities that
I will be getting into for the next few days. I am glad that with these
activities, I have someone who joins me in.
Since I
live in a much more convenient place for fitness, I vowed to hit the gym as
often as I can. I used to go to the gym back in Davao
I am in a
relationship to a very stressful job. I have an idea of jumping out from it
anytime. I mean, lets face it, I am single. I have no responsibilities to
nurture and to provide for a child unlike my other friends who now got babies
of their own. I’m not into credit cards thus, no debts to settle every now and
then. At will, I can leave everything and move on to my next destination. But
what keeps me going on? Perhaps my attitude for thrill, challenge and the
likes. What irritates me is the fact that I may be delaying my agony. I might
have lost the time for other things because I was too engrossed with this damn
job.
Forgive my
sort of expletives but there’s no other way that I can convey what I’m feeling.
I have known from the very start that I am a straight worker, I do my job to
the fullest of my abilities and I always give my 101% but sadly, sometimes, the
effort isn’t appreciated and what is being magnified is the little split end. Who
gets motivated to do even better?
I would
avoid talking about my job at home and with my family because for me, it’s nothing
but an activity to be busied about in the days that my eyes aren’t closed. It’s
just a bridge to help me get by my day-to-day living. It shouldn’t be a big
deal, at the end of the day, what I have is a good relationship with God and my
family and friends. Good relationship with work? It just passes me by.
Anyway,
sorting the fine strands of my life, I thought the idea of being busy to a new
world is what I need. After all, I wouldn’t want to focus too much on work that
it gets all my energy and leaves me withered and set aside. I do not want that
my world will revolve around work. If I could employ a boyfriend for now, I
would. Haha
Kidding
aside, I hope I get to achieve that beach body. I once dreamed of having a
toned tummy but I always get hopeless whenever I check myself in the mirror. Life.
How can it be so cruel to me? Haha
Then I
realize… I should spend less time surfing the internet. Thanks to my lost love.
I don’t crave to go online as much as I wanted to before. You know the drill.
You would want to have a quick chat with that special one before you hit the
sack. But he is gone. Awwwww. No reason to go online other than chatting with
my fambam.
Where to
find me? Check me out at the gym! (I’m making it sound as if I am a big buff,
por favour, escusi! haha)
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