the arrow

The more I think about it, the more convinced I am that I have just made a right choice.

There’s no point of return ‘cause I don’t want to return.

It will not be an easy feat from here on, as I am cutting my means of financial freedom and I am starting from scratch again but there’s no better timing than what I have in the moment.

I am glad that I made the decision because it means I am taking the risk to get better chances at life rather than being passive and just letting life pass me by. I am actively participating in life by thinking about new ways to reinvent myself, to ignite my passion with other things that I am capable to do.

I am putting on a brave face every time I think about being jobless ‘cause it’s my first time in a long time and yes, I do believe that it won’t take long.

I am particularly inspired these days when I heard about a Kdrama’s advice on a daughter who resigned from her 9-year-job  when the dad said “Beyonce wouldn’t gain immense success as a solo artist had she stayed as a Destiny’s child member!” and I agree. Without a doubt.

Most of the times we feel unsure are those times we are taking a pause to re evaluate the paths that we either continue or leave. An arrow cannot hit anything without being pulled back. I think I am in that phase where I pull myself back and aim where I want to land.

I have attained peace in knowing that I am under construction. I am at peace in knowing that I need to trust my process and be in it, every step of the way ‘cause this time in my life will never repeat again.


Aja!

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